Something brewing ..

I harbour anger ..

Very overwhelming .. right beneath the surface .. about to erupt any moment ..

My body feels so small to contain all of it ..

And then BOOM .. it all bursts out of control ..

And I'm madly enraged .. seeking out an end ..

Then .. I wake up ..

And find out that I feel exhausted .. exhausted while being asleep ..

And I can't exactly pinpoint what was it that made me so angry .. sometimes I can remember .. but when I'm awake it doesn't feel as enraging as it is in the dream ..

My family often wake me up at night .. telling me I've been screaming in my sleep again ..

And when they ask me why was I screaming .. I assure them it wasn't a nightmare .. and I wasn't scared .. I was just "angry" ..