Organized Universe ..

Numbers and letters ..

The value and the shape ..

The content and the container ..

How very little we understand our existence ..

"Fear" seems to be the main drive for the majority of people ..

What are we afraid of? ..

Our own mortality? ..

What do we live for? ..

Such complicated thoughts ..

But we don't like to "think" about them ..

Because we don't know the answers, and we "fear" what we don't know ..

It seems complicated ..

But the universe is more organized than we think ..

It has a rhythm ..

The more you observe, the more you'll notice ..

1 = the truth

2 = the opposite pair

3 = the smallest group (?)

4 = the basic structure

5 = ?

6 = physical structure (?)

7 = completion

8 = ?

9 = the ultimate number! "Perfection"

Or at least that's what I "think" ..

"Shifting"

This is probably going to be a gloomy entry ..

I just can't shake this feeling off .. it's been going on for a while now ..

I think it started in 2020 ..

And here I'm not talking about the pandemic ..

While the world was busy with the coronavirus, I was in a what felt like a different realm ..

Something happened in 2020 ..

Something on the non-physical non-material level .. I can't be the only one who feels that ..

In fact, I think a lot of people are feeling it too .. we're just not sure how to describe it ..

It feels like being on the edge of my seat .. like anticipating something is going to happen .. something big ..

It feels like we're in the middle of a big "shift" that the world is going through ..

And things are about to become different ..

The dreams I have when I'm asleep are also different and have the same feeling ..

I've always had weird dreams and somewhat a "sixth sense" but after 2020 it's like on a whole different level ..

I can't stop thinking about the year 2027 ..

It's been said and speculated a lot - even in ancient times - and in all sorts of different media that the year 2027 is the year when something big is going to happen in the world ..

That's just 3 years from now ..

I wonder if the year 2027 is the answer to all of this, and things will be clear after that ..

Time to “Moumantai” ..

“Your muscles are so tense! Relax”

“Just relax”

“Relax”

This is said to me all the time ..

I don’t know how to “relax” my body .. and when I try to do relaxation exercises my head hurts immediately ..

Never knew why ..

But only recently, I’m starting to understand .. someone *let’s call them “Heavens”* told me that my whole life I’ve been basically an emotional sponge to those around me .. I had to carry the stress from them so they can function properly so I can survive .. looking back, I see now that I carried way too much that for my body to be still able to serve me, it had to store that extra load all over my body in my muscles .. something like that ..

So in order to “relax” my muscles, I need to release all that stored stress inside them first ..

“Do you write?”

“Don’t you write things down?”

“I’m surprised you don’t write”

“Do you have a blog?”

This is also said to me all the time ..

I definitely need to write more, at least to help release some of the stress that’s been trapped inside of me all these years ..